Tuesday, October 31, 2006

wan mei jia ting

完美家庭
我真的很想要一家完美家庭，但完美是那么难地得到的。每次，家庭快要达完美时，都会发生什么事。完美家庭，是那么难得的。
haha dont know why im typing in chinese luh. and i dont know why im using the word 'luh'.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE :DDD
and i think i shld change my blogskin soon, the words are so small.

dear Lord, help me do my part so i can have a 完美家庭!

Posted by jann at 21:20

Saturday, October 28, 2006

GRACE TWO CHRISTMAS CARNIVAL

our cell's idea for grace two's christmas carnival [231206] got selected. so went to show norman the idea today. but the idea was pretty similar to scream sec two's ( im in scream sec one) so we decided to change our game. we came out with several ideas before settling on one. this one's a little used before but not super cliche or anything. its quite cute la.haha.but gabrielle and i were racking our brains on what prizes to give earlier today.haha.

went to meet sharon and beryl ( sharon's sch friend) at clementi macs today for followup. sooweijie did it the last time but she cldnt make it today so i taught. quite fun, but i did digress a little at certain points.haha.thank God for giving me this chance to teach. after that sam came down and we just sat around and did nth for awhile. then sharon beryl and i went to grace two cos my cell had to show norman our idea and yadadada.i wrote it up there already.

sometime's its so hard to obey God. sometimes i just want to say certain things, or ding zui, or just say my piece, because i dont think im in the wrong and im being scolded. but i know God wants me to just remain quiet. its so hard to obey. just this morning i was telling beryl :
when we accept christ, we have total ability to resist all temptations of the devil. we do not have to submit to satan. we have to just REN!
application is way harder than conceptual knowedge i guess.i want to obey God, and yet i dont want to when im stuck in such situations.
i know God wants and has in store only the best for me and right now it is because i am in the situation, i am part of it so i cannot see things from the way He does. but sometimes obeying Him means giving up pride, dignity and what is supposedly correct to let things happen His way just so that someone else can learn the lesson.
am i willing to do so?
i mean everyweek for worship at youth service i sing songs about how i want to make my life a prayer, how i lay my life down at His feet, how i am His. and pray that i commit my life into His hands.
i guess words without action is nothing.

Posted by jann at 20:58

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

ONE TEE CLASS BONDING<3

ahh.i havent updated in quite a while?
last few days have been pretty fun(:

friday : skipped ballet to go for staffrm RA.had industrial visit in the afternoon to KAP. some kinda industrial visit eh.haha.we went to the macs kitchen.quite cool.but not very appetizing inside.we got to walk into the fridge and freezer.uber cold!funfun:D but if you stay inside for too long (its -22degrees c or so the guide said), your ears will turn red and drop off or smth.haha.
staffroom ra was really entertaining, funny, and relaxing. the chers were soo cute.mr lim dressed up as paul twohill(xhaha.and mrs gan did this 60's dance with the long fluffy things, and butt shaking.haha.mrs thory chew acted as this wildcat and flirted with the PASTOR. he was the judge for the singing competition.hahaha XD

saturday : my cousins wedding.he was the groom.bride's name is TRANG, born in vietnam, went to switzerland as war refugees, and studied in australia uni where she met my cousin.she's nice!haha. my bro was the bellboy.and my uncle lent my daddy his convertible which we rode in.duper cool.if you put your hands up will driving the wind pushes against it VERY STRONGLY.
and i found out that my cousin knew, and invited amanda yow(she was the emcee), pastor ronald and family(he did the exaltations for the church thing) and jenn and xiaowei. and caleb was the photographer's assistant or smth.i didnt notice until my bro pointed out.haha my clever bro.

sunday : CAMY AUDITIONS.we were soooo nervous.according to cant-rmb-who, 24 signed up.surprisingly only three for keyboards.phyllis, abigail sin and myself. abigail sin didnt turn up. we were all freaking out before it started.i was first for keyboards which was in level 3 hall. other instruments were in other rooms. waiting room was sound rm lvl 3 hall. which means every one SEES but cant HEAR the keyboardist while auditioning. mine went fine. a few messups here and there. had to play two compulsory songs, shout your fame and all for love. then third song is own choice. i chose STILL (: sam was my 'examiner'. after the three songs she tested some other stuffs. then i got a ppr with comments. and she kept those with the 'grades'. the comments said (from memory) 'i like that you did fillups, confident, accurate chords, and i cant rmb the rest' rm for improvement was 'chords too broad'. quite satisfied i guess. just wait for the results.if i dont get in, i guess i'll be sad, but its God's will la. but i really want to serve in CAMY.

i honestly dont rmb anything abt monday.

tuesday: went to the BIRDPARK. cos my bro claimed he'd never been there before. he has la, when he was much younger. and he said that for his EOY oral and got scolded by my mummy.haha.it was quite fun i guess. then at night went to vivo city.well its huge alright, the shops are mostly open, high-end, class. but not all that spectacular i'd say.

today. MINIFAIR. oh and my piano teacher and her friends came down to do this indonesian gamelan music performance thing.i cant really appreciate it. minifair. the food were all ex.we had korean bbq.quite nice. and i also had blackmore sling. some cocktail thing. i guess its sparkling water, passionfruit juice, and some jelly at the bottom. its nice.and of one t, cherry, rox, yu, jess, nicole and me dyed our hair. i did mine ORANGE. i wanted green but the person said my hairs too BLACK. i thought it was lime green but it turned out the green wasnt that nice so nvm.haha.the orange looked like pinkish-red. and we played POLARBEAR, muderer and the matthewmarklukejohn game in class.we had 'classparty' tried hitting the piniata but it wldnt break.so we played monkey with it until it broke.haha.mrs gan and mrs ng played that one too. then we played a LOT of blind mice. sooo fun laa.and dbl wacko. and focus. it was really a great day of class bonding today. and we ate in the canteen as a class after the minifair was going to close. and we were all already bloated. i brought mango pudding, made last night. it w as CLEARED. yay.so happy everyone finished it.though at first not many ppl dared to cos i didnt bring spoons.-.- so someone started using a cup to scoop it..haha.then the rest followed suit.interesting ehh.

i realise this blog post is kinda hard to read.sry!
baked cookies just now.DBL CHOC CHIP.yumyum.

okayokay i shall link everyone i promised to link since many many weeks ago.
HAPPY EXAMS-ARE-OVER FOR-THIS-YEAR EVERYONE! :DD

Posted by jann at 19:21

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

results

i did pretty good for EOYs. really thank God. indeed He satisfies.

and i did smth tragic. i mean like. bad. wrong. reckless. am i ever so dead.actually ive been deader before. but im really afraid of the consequences. i mean i cant just ask God to imagine i didnt do anything and just forget about it. actually its not that serious but i feel horrid.
like horridhorrid.
at least until she replies my sms.
oh wells.
shall i wallow in self pity in the meantime.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
someone decapitate me. pleaseeeeee.
actually, dont.

Posted by jann at 22:32

Friday, October 13, 2006

EXAMS ARE OVER:DDD

lalala.
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.
boy, have i ever felt so good(:
bio: i didnt really know how to do the essay qn.
chem: okayokay laa
math: killer!
lang arts three: relaxing(:
hcl listening: WHOOPEE.
donedonedone.LALALA.
went high(x
went to pizza hut at btp after exams were over with classmates.
then went home.
then went to claras hse. taught her freemovement dance, then just crapped at the piano and danced danced danced cos she moved all her furniture aside to create space:D haha.then she let me try her mum's mooncake. her mum made baked ones, snowskin, and agar mooncakes.really nice.haha.
mooncakes make me fat, though.
went to for backbone checkup at sgh yesterday.the curve increased by ONE degree. third time i did an xray.haha.killing the cells in me.anyway at first the doctor was like, its more or less stabilising, so just come back in one year's time (normally its six mths) then after awhile he was like, aiya nvm la, you can be discharged.
WHOOPEE. THANKS GOD :DD
oh you know xray is like radiograph right.so you cant be pregnant if you want to do an xray cos you'll kill the baby.so chemotherapy is a heavier form of radiography.so what if a pregnant woman has cancer?forfeit the baby?
ahhhh.
okay i shall stop worrying about useless things, cos even if i worry, it wont change the world.
lala.

i shall pick my bro from his sch later and bring him out for lunch.
im the nicest sister on this earth.
yeahh.
(:

Posted by jann at 11:50

Thursday, October 05, 2006

EOYs

hello.
i just realised i havent been online in a long time, more than a week.boy, am i lagging behind technology.
EOYs started yesterday, it was lang arts and hcl essay. i chose stars for lang arts, i wrote that my dad found a cure to cancer, but it was some complicated plot, and the cure only came in at the end unexpectedly. chi was some touching story about mu ai. haha so cliche ya, but i thought the plot was pretty interesting, if i do say so myself.
today was lang arts ppr two. compre. okayokay la. then hist. DIE. tiff called me yesterday afternoon and we historysized for at least two hours, i didnt read THAT much, but i was more or less prepared cos today before that everyone was testing each other like anything and i could ans everything. 1/3 of the qns i half didnt know, so just smoked through. haha. there was so much writing. pure writing for two hrs minus fifteen mins reading time.
tmrs geog and hcl ppr two.
monday chem and bio
tues math and math
wed lang arts and hcl ppr threes.
six down, eight to go.
guess i'll survive(:

Jesus is the answer, yes? :D